Arsenal defender Ben White has addressed his previous self-imposed exile from the national team, stating that the public remains unaware of the full story behind his decision to step away.
The 29-year-old, who has been named in manager Thomas Tuchel’s squad for the upcoming Nations League fixtures, emphasized that he would not change his past actions if given the opportunity to reconsider.
White famously left the England camp during the 2022 World Cup in Qatar citing personal reasons. Following that departure, he remained unavailable for selection throughout the tenure of former manager Gareth Southgate. Upon returning to the international fold under Tuchel, White faced a mixed reception, including jeers from some supporters during a 1-1 draw against Ukraine in March.
Reflecting on the scrutiny surrounding his career, White said Radio 5 live that he has never publicly disclosed the details of his departure and intends to keep it that way. According to asked by Radio 5 live’s football correspondent John Murray what he would say to people who define his England career by what happened in Qatar, White said: “I think obviously people don’t know the full story, because I [have] never, Anything and I won’t put anyone under the bus or share any of that. Obviously, I was a bit younger, I am a bit older now.
He noted that he prefers not to implicate others or share private matters, adding that he is comfortable with his choice.
While acknowledging the situation was complex and not straightforward, he expressed that he feels it is now time to move forward.
The defender faced a significant emotional hurdle during his return at Wembley, an experience he described as a mix of intense emotions. After being booed by some segments of the crowd, he managed to score but subsequently conceded a penalty that allowed the opposition to equalize. Despite the volatility of that evening, he characterized it as a positive experience overall.
The current England squad is preparing for a challenging set of international fixtures under Tuchel’s leadership. Support for White has remained visible within the camp, with Chelsea midfielder Jordan Henderson affirming that the squad continues to stand behind him. Tuchel has also publicly defended the defender, stating that he deserves a fresh start and positive encouragement from fans.
Upcoming England International Fixtures
- Match vs Croatia: Thursday, 12 November at Wembley
- Match vs Spain: Three days later in Madrid
White expressed his gratitude for the opportunity to represent his country once again, highlighting that the privilege of being called up remains as meaningful as it was at the start of his career. He is currently looking to increase his tally of six England caps during this international break, describing his return to the squad as an exciting prospect for the week ahead.
- Asked how he dealt with the emotions of that night at Wembley, White added: “Before the game I was thinking ‘don’t not stand out, but [take it] nice and easy’.
- Then I scored, then I gave away a penalty, then I came on and obviously got booed.



